Spooky tales

I'm so gonna pui pui pui!!
I dunno what's up with Jason and his 'future' talks lately.
First it is something just logical talks then it become spooky tales.
I think it may be some pre-civiliasation blues and it doesnt help that we are of the same age.

Honestly I dont really care as much as he does, at least I didnt think of the details.
I see no point doing so.
Who knows what might happen ten years later?Five months later?Tomorrow?
And honestly I think he is just worrying for the needless.
Maybe he hasnt been reading (here).

I admit I did slip into the blues a few days back and such is a cycle.
Lately I did wake up,reminding myself to be thankful. Before I went to sleep,I remind myself to be upbeat for the coming day.(Though these few nights,I have weird dreams of the third kind.
-_-" Many are just fictional and I hate to wake up in the middle of the night to pee, especially near 3am or around there. )

I am picking myself up and ready to start fresh.
I am developing plans,lil plans for the near future.NOT future that I cant see yet.

I am planning for a health checkup.Maybe I will have a talk with my family doctor.First thing:Save money!

October:Trip to Thailand with mum??First thing:Save up!

Finally going for Facial?Hee...maybe next year onwards.

Alot of things cost money and self-happiness is hardly free in the city.

I dont wanna think and plan too much and/or be keep reminding of by another person cos' I love to do things myself.
I dont like to be push by a third party. (Hence I loathe it when Clara tells me what to do!Blah~)

And so why is he worrying for those things?
I am still this young and what I should worry for things maybe ten years down the road?
If you are that concern,plan things within your near future.
When you are confident and independent of your own steps, then think of another party.

I am so relieved when that slient conversation ended.

Pheww...